What Lies Beneath...

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Dear fellow readers,

I recently dove head first into something alarmingly intriguing. More adventurous than usual. As films usually tease and bring fantasy through Fifty Shades of Grey or 365 Days, this world was not quite the same. It was more than expected. I honestly didn’t know why but I searched online boyfriend experience escort. Curiosity had the best of me. Scarlet Blue appeared as the most popular site for independent escort services. A handsome young man peaked my interest. Blaze seems to have a gentle soul. His silvery blue eyes pierced through me and I was compelled. I helplessly gazed at his profile repeatedly and mulled over what to do. He was everything every woman desired. I had thought long and hard about what to say since I didn’t usually do something like this. I revealed my vulnerabilities via email but he didn’t reply immediately.

Enter option two: I set my sights on a rugged blonde man. He was about the same age as me. Some of his pictures seemed rather dark and exuded bad boy vibes. Blue eyed blondes were my kryptonite. It was always the blue eyes that captured my attention. *Kaiden accepted my request for a brief meet and greet. He was a gentleman but I didn’t connect with him. His sexual appetite was very particular. He disclosed that boyfriend experiences were excluded but offered something rougher and meaner, BDSM. For those who are not familiar with what that is; it includes bondage, discipline/ dominance, submission/ sadism and masochism. It’s not for the faint-hearted. What you’ve seen in Fifty Shades of Grey is just a soft preview of what’s real. It wasn’t tempting enough to pursue.

And then, along came Blaze. I had been waiting foolishly like an infatuated teenager for five days. It gave me enough time to build some courage. He addressed my concerns and proved to be an understanding person. His boundless patience was shown through our connection via messaging. He wasn’t just professional but personable. Perhaps, I might be rusty interacting with men but he was charismatic and easy going. Even though in my head, I felt ridiculous to myself but he never made me feel that way.

I quickly learned that he was from Melbourne even though he had appeared in the search filters for Sydney escorts. That revealed to me that escorts travel when requested. He suggested I subscribe to his tour dates and availability due to my budget in expenses. I thought to myself, there’s nothing wrong with feeling good. I rarely self-indulged. It was my perfect belated birthday gift.

I plucked up the courage for such an irresistible man and requested a Facetime chat to meet and greet with him. And when the day arrived, he unintentionally missed the initial meeting but followed up diligently the week after. He actually surprised me. Or perhaps, it has been so long, I forgot what good guys were like. He indeed showed me right from the start. And Blaze was more than meets the eye.

I didn’t really know what I was expecting but he was surprisingly down to earth. And when he toured Sydney, our physical encounter was exceptional. There he was; a tall, dark and handsome stranger approaching from the hotel elevator. I accidentally dropped his gifts upon seeing him. Talk about head over heels. I felt underdressed compared to his style and confidence. I imagined being grabbed and he had me right there. I wouldn’t have stopped him if he paused the elevator and went down on me.

Once inside his room, I’m not sure whether it was the dryness of the hotel atmosphere or my nervousness but I almost lost my voice! And he came to my rescue with water at the ready. We laid down on the bed and cuddled. He caressed my body until he beckoned a kiss from me. I felt like a virgin being touched for the first time after such a long time. And low and behold, he had soft lips. I wouldn’t have minded if we just cuddled and kissed for three hours.

I didn’t expect to be taken at every position possible that I could handle. It was hot and heavy. It was most certainly wet and wild! I wanted to be devoured by him. And he knew exactly what he was doing with his tongue. And what can I say, like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex in the City, I found my Mr Big. I felt like I was getting my version of The Next 365 Days. It reminds me of the hot scene between Laura and Nacho on the beach. Drool... Blaze brought more than his A game. Fire and passion. But hey, I’m biased. He was gentle with me but everything felt electrifying and exhilarating.

Time with him was worth it and well spent. No pun intended. We went to Entermission VR Escape Room in the city and had fun with their newly installed game, Floor Frenzy. He moved like John Travolta from Grease or Saturday Night Fever. He had lightning fast feet. He got the moves! I was out of breath and barely getting through thirty levels. I couldn’t keep up with his stamina. I fizzed out at around level sixteen, half dead. And he was still going like Energiser!

There were awkward moments but probably on my end. I tried to tempt him with the Stracciatella flavoured ice cream at Venchi. I had mentioned that it tasted similar to Ferrero Rocher but he didn’t notice until I stuck it to him. He seemed so confused. And then, while enjoying our desserts, I ended up getting my ice cream all over my pants! So embarrassing! And yet thrilling. I haven’t felt excitement for any man for a very long time. I really needed it. And he didn’t disappoint.

This world was more than I bargained for. Like Alice, I craved for something more and so, here I am; ready to dive further into this rabbit hole. I cannot help but give in to my curiosity as a writer. I think I might explore the underbelly of this intrepid world. I mean, why not? Curiouser and curiouser... what lies beneath... I am intrigued to see the light and dark parts that this world has to offer. And yet I must remain vigilant and not become enveloped by the wrong people. My journalist side urges me to plan and research carefully. Stay tuned. Until next read… ciao!

*Name changed for confidentiality purpose